Hurt.

Baby, what's wrong, can't you tell me what's been happening? I want things to go back just like before. Tell me, i need you to tell me. But for now, i just plan to keep all my sadness and pain inside of me. I don't wish to affect you. I want you to be happy. If being a gangster is what yo want, i srsly can't stop you alr. If smoking is want you want, then i have no choice but just let you have your way. As long as you're happy, i'll be glad.
But now, i feel as though you're just treating me like a toy. An d it's tough fighting back my tears in this situation. How do you expect me to do that? But never mind, for you, i shall try and stay strong. For you're happiness, i shall just let it be.